These past few days have been filled with many different emotions. Emotions that are so hard to explain right now. I know there aren't many people on my post, really just dear friends so I don't mind saying what is on my mind. Wasn't the reason for this blog to look back in a year and see where I am versus where I was?
My sister and I found out that we have a brother in this world. We had emotions of being scared of who this person was. We then realized that he was just as scared and nervous as us. He wanted to be able to provide information to his daughters about where he came from. We had to understand that. I would want the same for my children.
After it was proven that he is definitely our brother, my sister and I have allowed ourselves to explore every emotion possible. I think we are getting past the hard part and understanding that this is not necessarily a bad thing. He seems like a really nice person. And he looks more like our Dad than we do!!!!! It is also really helping us to move forward with things that we need to get resolved about our past as well.
The Lord always places things in front of you that you don't quite understand but things happen for a reason. We just have to be open and allow things to happen and fall into place.
I can't imagine how tough it must be to have all of this information thrown at you all at once. But you and April are so close, and you have such a positive outlook on this, that everything WILL fall into place.
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